i felt like a total loner today…. X(
sitting all along at lunch for quite some time
then at ap cal bc table all alone for some time too
and he probably saw it all…..
im pretty embarrassed….
no one wants me
im such a loner!!
so lonely…… X’(
but its fine i guess
i’ve been like this my whole life anyways
mom always puts me down
so i have to find myself something to keep myself moving on and moving forward
i have to push myself harder than everyone else since im not that smart
speaking of smart, i feel like what he said is true
kinda weird but it feels somewhat true….
saying how i attract geniuses LOL
i had u as a genius then another came along
kinda weird….
i dont think he likes me tho
i kinda hope he doesnt….
cause i dont want to go through a “sorry, i dont like u” session
even tho i never did that before, i dont really wanna try either
anyways listening to music these past few days really helps me
feel better every time! :)
