Hello

sooo hungry!! ><

have to wait til 6pm to eat!!!! xP

AHHH….cant wait to see kevjumba tonight at 8pm on the amazing race!!!

cant believe i missed last week’s episode and had to watch it online which is pretty slow

but it’s all good team jumba is still on the race woohooo!!!
omg college stuff is seriously killing me!!!

so stressed over recommendations

now that i have a internship for pharmacy im happy!! xD

but it seems a lot of work to be working taking 2 ap classes and activities outside and inside the school

senior year shouold be relaxing but it’s actually not….D:

well gonna watch my drama then get dressed and im out :)

DINNER TIME! xD

My tummy is killing me!!!

omg what’s wrong with it

i hope i dont have the stomach flu X(

it’s punching me sooo hard from the inside!!!

well, at least i finally got to see my guidence

so one thing’s settled

now i gotta talk to my teachers and rush them abt my recommendation

november’s just around the corner and my first college deadline is abt to be due!!!!

i feel kinda stressed maybe that’s why i grew a pimple X(

well i have a few more supplements to do but i dont feel like doing it now

but i hope i have a study period tomorrow too

it’ll be so awesome!

and i would like to use the computer so i could do my supplements i guess….

nothing better to do and i dont wanna waste time so yea

hopefully but we’ll see what happens tomorrow :)

and hopefully my tummy would get better soon too

i fell in love with my green ribbon! <3

LOL XD

having been to tumblr in a whole weeek!!!! omg!!!

FINALLY DONE WITH THE SATS!!!! WOOHOOOO!!! XD

feell a bit relaxed but not really

because guess wat??…..

now i have to finish my supplements and do my college stuff!!!

UGHHHH.,….life just keeps going on and on with more and more work

i miss u! i wish we can hang out and go to the mall

i really wanted to go to a mall today

but i cant believe i got a fever when i got home from the SATs

i did not know

well, i never know when i have a fever anyways unless i feel really tired

like i kinda do now….

adn my hands are suddenly freezing on me!

dont know if i should take the TOFFEL

my reading adn writing really sucks tho

but my early decision deadline is coming up soon…

i might take it i guess

its nice to write my thoughts into a blog and let it out into the world

as well as talking to my friends on facebook messages!! LOL XD

skipped 2 days of tumblr :O

well, im back now! :D

and im pretty happy with my interview today

i think it went pretty good! great actually XD

i hope i get the job

even tho i bet i’ll get super busy but i’ll be happy if i passed the interview for the 1st time :D

failure at interviews D:

i cant believe september’s over

it’s been like a month of senior year already and it’s been going pretty good :)

omg SATs are still stressing me!

i really need to study but im never in the mood to UGGHH >.<

it’s only like a week away!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!

well, i think i’ll gonna study some today and work on the supplement…i guesss…

gotta finish my hw

and glad to be listening to kiss 108 while doing hw!! XD

my day 10th of tumblr!!! woohooo!!!

omg i watched the amazing race yesterday and kevin and his dad was on it!!! awesome!!! <3

well that was the real reason i started watching amazing race yesterday anyways..

it was pretty cool :)

except they barely showed team jumba D:

and that frickin 60 min thing made me miss the 1st couple of min D:

but it’s alright, i saw it on the internet

it was cooolll!!!

cant wait til next sunday to watch the next ep!

omg it did not feel like a monday at all this morning!

i was like “what, i have to go to school, for real???!!”

it felt more like a sunday but then i had to go to school and go to my classes

it was alright was kinda tired and all

omg i loved her shirt, i wanted something like that

even tho i was kinda wearing something like that but i like the words on the arm

Cool yooO!!!

damn pretty busy and i feel kinda stressed out too!!

gotta work on college stuff and study for SATs

omg i seriously like need to study for the SATs!!!!

also gotta keep my work up and improve my GPA!

now most tuesday, there’s OBV and wednesday is origami and thursday would probably be ACC and sat there might be that food pantry thing and sun is to go to some origami lessons at MIT

DANG! soo much to do!
i basically filled out my whole schedule

well, i usually have like nothing to do anyways and now im all full

*sigh* this is going to be a tough year and september is almost over

gotta keep up the work!!! XD

today was a fun day! :D

except waking up at 4:30 am just to wash my hair and go to hub on wheels to volunteer!

but it’s all cool, i didnt really feel that tired until like 10

got to city hall at like 6 and didnt really do anything there LOL :P

it was nice to get all those free stuff tho :)

friends took lots of pic :]

it was awesome

we either work hard or not work at all LOL weird

went to urban outfitters too and i want a cardigan

it looks nice and the dresses too

kinda expensive tho…. :/

cant wait to wait kevin from kevjumba on the amazing race tonight XD

i also want to watch the family guy mystery case D:

but it’s alright

i rather watch kevin!!!

he’s soo cute! <3 hehe…

and gotta finish reading the newspaper and yea yea yea….

school tomorrow… *sigh

my tummy hurttttss!!!! XP

oh yea, i didnt eat dinner yet

that’s probably y haha…weird

welll, time for dinner then XP

today was a pretty good day

watched my favorite show Sabrina the teenage witch the cartoon version :)

also saw the pokemon 1st movie abt mewtwo on tv today

havent watched pokemon in sooo long :D

it was cool to watch it again

then finished my hw except i need to get the sunday paper for history hw tomorrow

went to my bottomline meeting at around 3 and finished basically everything

kinda shocking to me

i just need to finish my supplements, talk to my guidence, get the emails from teachers and im all set

it really is crazy and oh dang! i forgot to ask her abt the youtube tickets thing

i guess i’ll just email her abt it….

or try to find someone else…

now i mainly gotta focus on studying for the SATs and notice scholarship opportunities!!!

gotta wake up early tomorrow for hub on wheels

come down to city hall and get free stuff!! XD

damn! im pretty tired already

so off to bed!!! :3

Just a Dream Cover (Joseph & Jason)

i felt like a total loner today…. X(

sitting all along at lunch for quite some time

then at ap cal bc table all alone for some time too

and he probably saw it all…..

im pretty embarrassed….

no one wants me 

im such a loner!!

so lonely…… X’(

but its fine i guess

i’ve been like this my whole life anyways

mom always puts me down 

so i have to find myself something to keep myself moving on and moving forward

i have to push myself harder than everyone else since im not that smart

speaking of smart, i feel like what he said is true

kinda weird but it feels somewhat true….

saying how i attract geniuses LOL

i had u as a genius then another came along

kinda weird….

i dont think he likes me tho 

i kinda hope he doesnt….

cause i dont want to go through a “sorry, i dont like u” session

even tho i never did that before, i dont really wanna try either

anyways listening to music these past few days really helps me

feel better every time! :)